Saw her again!!
I have strong feelings for a woman in her 50s. She is my neighbor on my street and I don't see her except at Walmart where we stop and talk for hours. I don't know anything about her personal life, and haven't said much about mine but we just talk about stuff. I feel when I meet her I want to explode my heart races and I just want to say that I'm crazy about her. But I'm so scared that she'll be offended and then she'll be out of my life. I say that because she is very prim and proper. I really want to tell her that I think about her all day and imagine what it would be like to be with her and I don't think she has a clue about even my sexuality. I feel like I'm getting obsessed! Which I'm not, but these feelings are so strong. Not sure what to do!!!"
Saw my neighbor walk her dog today, so rush to see her and pet her dog.
Her hair was done up in a ponytail and she wearing a baseball cap. She was just wearing black leggings with a pink halter top tight to her breasts but WOW she looks so hot I could see her camel toe right through her legging. She keeps her body so toned and tight, her figure constantly catches my eye.
My heart pounded, I glanced at her legs, back to her face. I glanced at her breasts again, back to her face. What if she saw me looking at her like this? I’d be dead. My eyes became incontrollable. They bounced all over her body: shoulder, face, legs, cameltoe to face, breast to face. She kept talking. My mouth was on autopilot saying I don’t know what while my brain was somewhere else.
I wanted her to make a move.
But what if I’m wrong?
After dinner tonight, I couldn't take it anymore and excused myself from the
table. I quickly went to my room ripped off my jeans and panties and began to rub and finger fuck my soaking wet pussy. I had an orgasm within 30 seconds of touching myself and had 3 more in 5 minutes. The entire time I was masturbating I was thinking of what my
neighbor’s pussy tasted like as I ran my tongue up and down her pussy lips. When I was done my hand was soaked, my bed sheets were soaked and my entire body was shaking from exhaustion like I just ran a marathon! Now just relaxing… and thinking about her… wonder… what will be her thoughts... if she knew what I just did..